balloonz

......

i missuuuuuuuuu

i want to go to sleep 

like seriously im not just being hipster or some shit

i legit wish i could sleep forever

sleepy andy is the best andy

i miss andy

ugh im such an idiot

i need a job

i want to collect thee moniez

my tummy hurt today 

i drew in my little dumpling dynasty note book

pictoorz and words

i miss my inspiration

its april in 3 days

..../

hurry up ^____^

it will go quick dont worry andy

i hope mr fish is okay i worry about him alot

im so silly im sure he is fine

tehehehehrhfghgfjfg

anglz

birthdurr

so i turned 17 today

twas a good day, i got lots of junk food hurrrr my fav

since i already got my birthday presents i didnt get anything new

mums present arrived lul

i find it kind of ironic 

i wore my stitch kigurumi all day i forgot how much i love it

just one more yearrrrrrrr

it will go quick i dont have to worry

i had the most disturbing dream ive had in my life lastnight

i dont even want to talk about it

i dunno what else to say lul

bye

herroo

wells ive done a new painting

but i dont know if i should post it or not

because its a present for a friend and he might see it lul

but yur i like it

its my birthday on tuesday ^__^

and this weekend my friend will be coming to visit from gold coast

yeyyyy

and family friends and stuff will come over yeyyy

hopefully some stuff will arrive this week..

ive bought a few new things 

how coot is it.. the little character reminds me of myself so bad..

ugh it is andy

i got this pretty moon necklace/choker, eee its perfect, ive been looking for a moon necklace for a while now

these little bear envelopes.. hurrrr

nike t shirt.. coz i dont own anything thats nike and idk i just really like it ehehe

wig for my toriningen cosplay

gummo bunny boy patch.. i plan on sewing it on to my school bag<3

this is a present for my mums birthday soon, she loves frogs and its handmade and soo cute so yur, its a tea rest

thats a lot of stuff.. 

i also got a gorillaz raglan shirt but i cbf print screening it and pasting etc

i liek to update everyone with my purchases.. kind of like those people on youtube who do those "haul" things

except its all makeup and clothing lul

i have to finish my film review.. uhhh.. start

ta

today i wrote a poem in the library..

feeshee takes me to the planets

gracefully i melt with the stars

and we both sink into the sea

of galaxies, of blue desert foam,

and everything is kawaii

perfect

moons

forever

anywayyyYYYYYYY\\yyYYyyyyyyyyyy.............

i am listening to spiral knights music
i have nevr felt this
relaxed
in a while
its making me sleepy
ohghhngngnnhhhh
and sad
and remembering
stuff

i wonder how much longer i will be alive
whether it will happen
hmmm
or not

astro boyyyyy

i am sleepy

after dinner i slept for 5 hours

but im still tired

and i forgot to have a shower

but im so not a morning shower person

i had a fucking stupid dream lul

lord i hate myself

can never please anyone

what do you want

nothing

okay

why cant i be andy

i am andy but..

no one lets me be andy

i cant be andy without mr fish

i will wait

shut up

i wish stuff would arrive in the mail

i get so depressed when i come home

and there is nothing on the outside table

fffffffffuck

im so sick of pretending to be nice to everyone

when really idgaf

i am pretending to talk on my phone

just so i can show off my yume nikki strap

lul

everything is perfectly placed

in life

but nothings perfect

^_^

im 17 in a week

ee thats so weird

i still feel like im 14..

well moon andy is 14

but andy on real earth is 17

yes

i want to make stuff

i want to paint more

i want to get better at things

do it then

i will

today i woke up early, at 6:48am

the house person for the house came and i stayed in my room with pudding

pudding has gotten fat its hilarious

look at hem

naww

so fat..

i went to school at 2pm for this presentation thing

it was so incredibly boring it went for like 40 mins

and we got 2 new fish..

mine is transparent and has black eyes, its name is creepy

im obsessed with pastel colors lately.

i just wanna wear pretty colorzzzz

today i FINALLY bought the american mcgee's alice figurine

i found it at a reasonable price and i had to get it

it was 100 dollars. its a 7 inch scale figure of alice

i dun gif fuk what anyone thinks.. ive been wanting it for a long time

because alice has played a special part in my life

urrr i sound weird

i want to get an american mcgees alice tattoo eventually

and yeah... shut up andy

not very flattering

i did an acrylic painting on canvas today.. coz i need to get better at it

i miss fishy i wish i could hug fishy and never stop hugging 

forever hugging

infinite

today some stuff arrived,

my friend chaice bought me a present and sent it in the mail

i love it sooo much

he is a little unicorn statue, i put my crown ring on his head and it fits perfectly

my nara yoshitomo "fuck" shirt came:

and a case for my new phone arrived yey

i bought this hat online yesterday, cannot wait for it to arrive:

it says go away and has a little watering can on it omg

so right now im working on my assignment.. its pretty bleeeeh

im doing it on same sex marriage and law and religion and shit

jfdskfjsdlkg

i had a weird dream lastnight

it made me miss fishy so so much because he was in it..

I WONDER IF FISHY READS THIS

EEEGGGG

still feelin liek shit

my throat hurtzzzz.. i wish i wasnt sick because im missing out on alot of school

and i dont like to get behind on stuff

my right eye is swollen for some reason

mum thinks it might be conjunctivitis so i hope not

or an inflamed tearduct or something 

rjg;lkjkdhfh

i did this while at school last thursday

you are still the only thing i draw..

ughhh so sad

i havent posted on here for a while

becuz i have been busy with school

and my mind has just been all over thee place

feeesheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

iwant uuuuuu

i am sick

my throat is bleh and my nose is disgusting

i was so hungover yesterday i felt liek shet

lurrggg i feel crap

crapcrpapcprpapprpaprpa

wtf do i say

i dont even jnow what to type

my holga camera arrived

yey