sleepy times

i am sleepy

after dinner i slept for 5 hours

but im still tired

and i forgot to have a shower

but im so not a morning shower person

i had a fucking stupid dream lul

lord i hate myself

can never please anyone

what do you want

nothing

okay

why cant i be andy

i am andy but..

no one lets me be andy

i cant be andy without mr fish

i will wait

shut up

i wish stuff would arrive in the mail

i get so depressed when i come home

and there is nothing on the outside table

fffffffffuck

im so sick of pretending to be nice to everyone

when really idgaf

i am pretending to talk on my phone

just so i can show off my yume nikki strap

lul

everything is perfectly placed

in life

but nothings perfect

^_^

im 17 in a week

ee thats so weird

i still feel like im 14..

well moon andy is 14

but andy on real earth is 17

yes

i want to make stuff

i want to paint more

i want to get better at things

do it then

i will