Wednesday, 20 June 2012

i feel so alone lately but i kinda like the solitude
i feel like if people knew a certain part of me they wouldnt want to be my friend anymore
lul that sounds so stupid but its true

im such an asshole lately
^____^
i wish i could talk to finn
i seriously need someone to talk to..
whos not gonna judge me
well i hope he wouldnt judge me

everyone is so normal
eewww normal people
normal people who are innocent and oblivious
to me

i need to have a shower but i cant be fucked
i had a nap at like 6pm today and woke up at 11:30pm
my sleeping is now fucked
its now 1:04am how am i going to get to sleep this is ridiculous

i wish my dad would actually contact me..
i feel like he doesnt love me
he hasnt contacted me since my birthday (march)
and all he did was send me an e-card

yet he talks to my brother just fine.. i dont get it
im sorry i cant be like my brother
????

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow
hurry up holidays..
i have to do a speech fuck
ANXIETY ANXIETY ANXIETY

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