i am so fucking pathetic
i repulse everyone
even people who once enjoyed my company
everyone is disgusted by me eventually
soo pathetic
i want to kill myself
why cant you let me
why cant it end
why cant it be over
"oh thats just andy no one cares about him"
"you can use him however you like"
is basically what i have to live with
i am pathetic
just admit that i repulse you
its okay, i know im ugly
i know that you dont care
wheres the sign of caring?
please show me
if i dont hear by you from next week
i will want to end my worth
because no one really cares about me
besides my mum, and my brother
why would anyone else want to deal with me?
my insecurities, and my fucking pathetic personality
i just want to be loved
is it that much to ask for..
i dont give a fuck if you are some random anon sending me a message like
"i think you are the most beautiful"
if you did, you would SHOW ME WHO YOU ARE.
stop LYING TO ME
remember when you actually cared about me
i miss those days
i am probably wrong, maybe im delusional
but this is how i feel and i cannot change it
for now
on the only positive note, i won this sweater today on ebay:
and i only have one class tomorrow
i wonder where you are
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